I AM LOST

by Loretta
(Anderson, Indiana)

"Traveler 3," Janaka Stagnaro

WHY DOES GOD SPEAK IN THE FORM OF FIRE, WIND, WATER, EARTH? HIS VOICE IS A GREAT STORM, VERY STRONG AND LOUD. BUT POWERFUL LIKE A STORM UNKNOWN. WHEN SPOKEN THE FEELING OF THIS WAS LOVE I CAN NOT DESCRIBE. I WAS DEAD. MY BODY WAS DEAD, BUT I HAD NO BODY. I DIDN'T THINK. I COULD ONLY SEE AND HEAR. THERE WAS A POWERFUL FEELING OF LOVE AROUND ME; LOVE I HAVE NEVER KNOWN.

I KNEW I WAS DEAD BECAUSE I LOOKED BACK AND SAW MY BODY. AFTER THE FEW SECONDS I HAD TO SEE MY BODY, ALL THAT WAS, NO LONGER EXISTED. NO MEMORY OF ANYTHING. AFTER THIS I WAS A BEING PULLED BY A GREAT FORCE, A GREAT BUT GENTLE LIGHT WAS FAR. THE CLOSER I APPROACHED THE LIGHT THE LOVE BECAME GREATER. I WAS STOPPED WHEN I REACHED THE LIGHT. I THOUGHT, IF I'M REALLY DEAD I DON'T WANT TO GO BACK. THIS IS WHEN THE VOICE CAME THAT I MENTIONED IN THE BEGINNING. I WAS SO HAPPY. I WOKE UP SITTING IN MY BED SHOUTING, SPEAKING A STRANGE LANGUAGE, WHICH I STILL SPEAK TO THIS DAY.

WHY DO I SPEAK THIS? WHY WOULD OUR CREATOR BLESS ME WITH THIS LANGUAGE. WHO AM I? WHO AM I?

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Namaste Loretta,

Your title for this is, I Am Lost. Why? It sounds like your are returning home to the Awareness of who you really are. Until anyone remembers who they are beyond the marks of time, they are lost. The veils of definitions that you have wrapped around yourself from a time so far removed from your memory are starting to unravel. The Creator wants you to remember your Divinity and where your Awareness truly belongs--in the Infinite. Perhaps this language is from a past life, or your mind is tapping into a different frequency, like changing the tuner on a radio. It really doesn't matter. It's God's way of getting your attention to go beyond the little self-definition that you and others have thought was the real you.

The question you repeat at the end of your writing, Who Am I?, is the ultimate question that we must all ask at some point along our journey of discovery. It is the question to ask yourself throughout the day and night. You are certainly not your body as you saw--not even your feelings and thoughts. And nothing, no one, no thought, can ever truly answer that ultimate question. Only the Creator can answer it. And the Creator is found in the Silence of your Being.

Be joyous as your are stripped by your Maker so you can become naked to the Truth of who you are.

Shanti,
Janaka

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